I just stepped on the scale and saw 272. I’m a whale.
Granted, I just got done binging and drinking a whole polar pop so we’ll see what it is in the morning. But it should never get to the point that its physically possible for the scale to reach that point. Ever. That’s 30 lbs away from an ungodly huge number. That’s 35 lbs above my original high weight. That’s 70 lbs gained in 4 years. That’s 30 lbs from my scale not being able to read my weight.
I need help. I don’t know why I can’t stop. I just want to stop eating but I literally can’t. I don’t know what to do.
I just have to try harder tomorrow. But that’s what I say every fucking day. I’m going to be a fat bride. I have two years and I keep telling myself ill look better on my wedding day but I won’t. I’m going to be disgusting forever.
I really deserve to die. I don’t deserve a functioning body when a I do is treat it like this.
I hate myself so much. So much.
(Source: poyzn, via milklily)
ok so i tried to find out what breed of cattle this is and i havent been successful but i found these two
and their names are texas tornado and johnny football
the pics are from this website
edit: they are apparently called Double Bred Composite Charolais (fancy ass cows)
Fuzzy cows. :3
nowtoo on instagram
that is some serious skill right there
the barrista at the coffee shop I go to used to make hearts out of the foam on my lattes and that made my day every time (WHERE DID YOU GO CUTE BARRISTA RETURN TO MEE)
but can you imagine someone handing this to you
I think I’d die right there
and I’d be super afraid to drink this ngl
They use a variety of edible colorings. I’m pretty sure the ingredients are listed on each instagram post. Though I’m not entirely sure, because everything’s in Japanese.
Oh, no, I’m not afraid of it being inedible! I’m afraid because it’s SO FUCKING GORGEOUS I’d feel like I was destroying a work of art. Some things are just too pretty to eat!
the white cat is me and the gray cat is life
Fun ways to spend your Saturday morning: throwing out old clothes.
This dress now looks like a sack.
So…their regular cuff wasn’t big enough for my fat arm. I need to try harder. I need to try so much harder. I’m at a new high weight and I can’t stop binging.
I need help.
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4 months of clean eating, lots of cardio and LOTS of squats. you can do it too :)